What if one day I am no longer here? Life will still move on as usual right? People will be sad for a while and they will soon forget me with time. That's usually how it works doesn't it? I'm not scared of death or what comes after death..I'm more afraid of life. Life is such a nightmare and it scares the hell out of me. I've always wondered how I made it this far in life even without at a true motivation. Right now, I have no more motivations. I'm not afraid of dying but I am afraid of leaving behind the loved ones who are living. They will feel better over time though. The pain will slowly lessen. I have no reason to be here. Everyone and everything will be much happier without me. The strength that I've been holding so long to to survive has now vanished. I'm weak and fragile now. A single word can break me at the moment. People survive to live life but I am just living life in order to die. Life is meaningless and purposeless to me at this point. Where do I go from here?..:'(
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