It's been quite a bit since I've expressed myself on here. A ton of things have happened since then. I got back from New York a few days ago. It was my best trip this summer and I can't wait to go back in the future. I feel like there are tons of things to do and still so many places I haven't explored yet. I was in New York for a week and my group and I went everywhere. This trip to NY is way better than the last time I went there. I wanted to go back and make new memories, so that I can erase all the memories I hard with "him" there last time. I guess I made it happen because in my head I can only think of the past week. Me and two friends met up with my friend from Boston and L's boyfriend came a little after. I finally got to see the MoMA. I still have to go back and finish viewing the Met Museum though. We visited Chelsea, Herald Square, Times Square, Koreatown, SoHo, Chinatown, Flushing, Brooklyn, and walked around everywhere. My feet had a horrible time there though. On the first day I walked around in sandal an it killed my feet. I was basically limping throughout the trip everywhere we went. I became quite familiar with the streets, directions, and subways in NY. I was the human GPS of the group. They depended on me for directions everywhere. I never thought I'd be able to find my way around especially when NY is so big. Everyone was having so much fun, nobody wanted to go home. My friend from Boston went home by bus a day before we left. Before he left us, he asked to say "bye" to me in private and gave me a present. He told me not to open it until he left. So I opened it when he left and found out it was a music box. I remember telling him before the trip and before seeing him for the first time that I've always wanted one. Also, at night sometimes I would fall asleep on the phone with him because he always play music box music for me. One of the tunes he always played for me was Castle in the Sky from Studio Ghibli's Collection. So when I opened the music box that was the tune I heard. I loved the gift. He's such a sweet friend. Now I'm thinking of starting a collection of music boxes since I love them so much. Although buying some right now is a very bad idea. I'm currently cleaning out my house because we are renovating our home. Everything is getting boxed up and sorted out. I am such a hoarder! So is my Mom and little sister! We keep everything! There are still so many things I need to box up. I've been doing it for three days now but it seems to never come to an end. Hopefully I will finish soon. I'm starting my vegetarian diet on Sept. 1st all the way to May 1st. It's going to be 8 whole months. I hope I can do it. I really need this break from all the meat and junk food I've been eating. Let's hope everything will turn out fine.
The guy that broke my heart keeps messaging me. I heard from my god sister, who is also his biological sister, that he's been going through some rough times with family. Also that her family and she are going through a tough time with him. She asked me what should she do with him or how to talk to him but honestly right now I don't want anything to do with him. Hearing about him still breaks my heart. Everytime he messages me on FB I can feel a pang in my heart. I'm tired of still hurting over him. I want to reply to him and tell him to get out of my life forever but I can't. He still makes me so weak. The fact that we have high possibilities of seeing each other or hearing about each other through our sister makes it way harder. I don't know what to do with him. All I know is I'm his go to girl when everyone and everything else is against him. He's stressing right now to be with a girl who his family disapproves of. She is also cheating on him with a bunch of guys. I just don't know if he's stupid or just mad desperate. Whichever it is, I'd prefer to stay out of it.
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