Last Friday, we had game night again at my house. We had so had so much fun. The next day we went to karaoke at 1 Am and got home around 4 AM. We ended up talking on the phone until 6 AM. I'm really lost though. I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing since he says some things to push me away like how he dislikes relationships and blah, blah, blah. I don't know what to think. In fact, I don't want to think at all. I'm physically, mentally, and emotionally tired. I have thinking. I need to find a way to stop talking to him..I know I'm giving myself some kind of hope even though I said I wouldn't. I really need to cry it out. April is here already. It's already almost a year since Dad passed. I miss him so much. He always know how to make me feel better with his jokes. Dad, where ever you are, I miss you. I know I'll break down pretty soon.
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