Thursday, March 13, 2014

not sure what's going on

So I hung out with "him" and my friends this past weekend. I'm feeling a lot better now. Last Friday he came out to my work place and hung out with me and L for hours. Then we meet him at L's house after work with L's boyfriend. We made baked chicken, seasoned potatoes, mac and cheese, and salad. It was a lot of fun even though it was just the four of us. Then the next day we played games with two more people. On Sunday he came out to my work place again with his brother and hung out with me and L for a bit before work. I spent the last two days with him as well. Yesterday I had lunch with him, L, and K. After lunch we went to Paris Baguette for pastries then headed to the park to hang out. We went to get icecream shortly after and met up with T. Then he had to go to work so we all went home. He asked if we could bring him dinner since he didn't get to go home. Me, L, and T were supposed to but they had to do something and I was headed to that area so I volunteered to deliver. When I got there, we stood around and talked/joked about things. Then I headed to karaoke to meet up with my godsisters. I sang my lungs out and drank some too. I waited to sober up some and headed home.  I texted him and asked if he wanted to go eat with me but he said he needed to shower. So I told him to text me when he gets home and he did. Then I asked if he could call me when he's done and he did. We talked for a bit and I ended falling asleep after awhile. He didn't hang up. I was still a little buzz and I wanted his company because I didn't want to be alone. Then today I went to have lunch with L again because she texted me and I asked him to join. He told me he needed to catch up on his sleep. Then later on he asked if I ate yet. I told him we just finished and we told him to meet us up at  coffee place. We met him there and hung out until he had to go to work again. For some reason, goodbyes with him are so awkward. We always seem to have trouble with parting. Sometimes we hug, sometimes we wave, and sometimes we don't know what to do. I'm not so sure what's going on anymore but everyone keeps asking me.

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