Unhappy..

I have no hopes for what's going on between me and him. I don't think we're each other's type. I don't want to waste anymore time and feelings on those who aren't for me. Recently we've been talking less because I'm tired of taking the initiative and doing all the work. It seems one sided and I'm not into that. I want something that's between two not one. I just started watching a Korean romance called Love Rain and I love it. I am such a hopeless romantic. I love watching the little things people do when they are in love. The romance is so beautiful. I want a romantic lover and relationship. So far every guy I've been with haven't fulfilled that yet. I want to find someone who will do everything and anything for me because I know I will do the same for sure. Seems to me those type of people are rare nowadays. I wish all relationships could be like in movies or fairytales so everyone could just love each other endlessly. I know that that's only in movies and fairytales though. Maybe one day I will find someone who is a hopeless romantic like me and will love me for me. For now, I'm just unhappy. I'm overexhausted with my life. I'm more than unhappy..:(