Saturday, September 21, 2013
Missing that someone...
Ever since the day I went to the fortune teller, me and the guy I've been talking to have been chatting and communicating a lot. He has finals coming up on Sunday so I don't want to distract him so much. He talked to me for a long time the other day though and that made me extra extra happy. I love talking to him even if it's for a minute. I miss talking to him and being able to look at the moon with him. The moon was perfectly rounded yesterday so I took a picture of the moon and sent it to him. I told him that since it keeps raining in Vietnam and he can't see the moon, I decided to send him a pic of the moon I was looking at. Then I told him that now we can finally look at the same moon at the same time. Sometimes I feel so lost in my thoughts that I make myself fear of whats to come in the future but then whenever he shows up and starts to talk to me I feel more at ease and relaxed. He brings out the smiles in me. True and natural smiles that comes straight from my heart. Whenever someone mentions him to me I can't help but smile. I love this feeling. I love how my heart warms up over thoughts of him. I know there are more things about him that I need to get to know but right now just this much is enough to make me tingle inside. I guess it's because I've never met a guy like him before. This is the first time I'm actually taking my sweet time to get to know a guy for who he is before jumping into a relationship with him. We haven't physically done anything yet as in no holding hands, kisses or anything more but I love it. I love how innocent our feelings are for one another. I know it's all because we've both been truly hurt in our past relationships. I want him to prove to me as I am willing to also prove to him that I am not like the others. Can you fall in love with a person even if you don't talk to them that much? I don't know if it's love or not but I feel empty when I don't get to communicate with him. I start to miss him terribly. Sometimes he makes it seems so normal for him though. He doesn't show as much feelings for me as I show him but I know sometimes he try to but I guess it takes time. He always tell me that he wanted time for us to get to know each other better before we decide to get into anything other than friends. He knows I like him for sure though and I know he feels something for me no matter how many times he tries to hide it. hehe..writing about him even gives me the giggles..Oh my..I think I have it bad..
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