miss..(late post..been in draft)

I'm sitting at the airport in Seoul right now waiting for my flight back home. Thought that I'd be happy because I'm going home but really I'm not. So much has happened since I last wrote here. The guy that I talked about before is the main cause of all this. After my eyelid surgery I was stuck at the hotel for days but good thing was he texted me and cheered me up everyday. I told him I wanted to go to the temple so he promised to take me. He took me to the temple and we burned incents for Buddha and he bought lotus flowers for me to put into a vase for Lady Buddha. He's very thoughtful and caring. We sat at the temple and had a sugar cane drink while we chatted. Then he took me to get some dessert and we laughed at everything. Right when we left the dessert place it started to rain. He was afraid I'd get wet so he told me to sit under a giant tree. He stood in the rain so I told him to come sit with me. He saw that my shirt got wet so he took off his jacket and gave it to me. He said he didn't want me to get sick from getting wet and cold. It's so sweet of him. We stood under the tree for a bit then the rain got worse and we both got super wet. Then he took me over to someone's parking garage so I won't get wet. We stood there watching and waiting for the rain to go away. Every now and then we'd end up looking at each other and smile. Although we were both wet and super cold we were happy to be there together. Then he went to Vung Tau for two days with his cousins. Yesterday my cousins and my friend told him to come out with them to take me out to have fun because it was my last night in Vietnam. Well actually I told him to come out with me and my cousins and friend. But my cousins wanted us to go alone so they didn't want to go. He wanted me to go with them since it was my last night so I told him I'm not going anywhere since nobody wants to go. Then he said ok he'll go and that he was going to head down. I didn't answer so he texted me again asking me does it mean I don't wanna go since I didn't reply. I told him its ok and that I can stay home. He texted me back saying ok and that he's on his way over to oick me up. So my cousins and my friend came too, we waited at the hotel for him. He lives 30-45 minutes away from me and made the effort to come. When he drove me to the restaurant it rained again. So we stopped under somewhere. Then I asked him why did he come when I said I was going to sleep and what if I went to sleep. He said he wanted to come to take me out and he said if he got to the hotel and I didn't pick up his call then he'll just head back home. He is so sweet to me. We went out to eat fried fishcakes. He was a vegetarian but he said he could eat meat again though. So I asked him if he was done being a vegetarian and he said yea but then when we were heading out to get coffee with the others I asked him if he was really done because he told me he wasn't going to eat meat for a month. He smiled and said he is eating for a month but since its my last night he can make sacrifices. Hehe. He's so cute. We went out for coffee and played cards. I told them I didn't have small change so he spotted me. He paid for everyone's drink too. Then they asked me if I wanted to go home yet but I said no. I wanted to be with him for just a little longer. So we went out for some desserts. The others made us sit seperate from them so we could talk and be alone but we didn't talk lovey dovey stuff. We just talked normally and that much was more than enough for me. When I got home that night we talked some more on facebook. I told him that I liked him a lot and he just smiled. Then I remember he had school the next morning at 8 and it was already 1:30 AM. So I told him to go to sleep. The next morning after he came home from school he texted me "Good morning." Hehe so sweet! He texts me that every morning and wishes me good night everyday. Later I went to grab starbucks with my friend and she took my phone and asked him to come hang out with me before I leave at night to America. He actually said yes and met up with us to go eat. My friend had to go to school so she left first leaving me alone with him. After we ate he took me for a cruise all around saigon's district 1 area. The moon was so round and close to us. I hugged him for the first time while we cruised. We talked and laughed. Then he took me home to get ready to head to he airport. He told me his cousins asked him to hang out with him so I told him he didn't have to come out to he airport later. I was going to give him my bracelet that I brought to the temple to ask buddha to make it a goodluck charm for him. I didn't know if he'd accept it so I didn't. We texted until I left . My friend called him to come out and he was going to but he suddenly text and said he couldn't. I understood though because he knows it'll make us both sad. So he texted me and told me that the moon is extra rounded today so he hopes that whenever I look at the moon I'll remember him. Then he put "I hope.." I told him that whenever he looks at the moon or the stars I hope he thinks of me too.