moving on with my life...:)

I've been in Vietnam for almost a month now. After that last post about that guy I've given up hope between us. You never really stop loving a person. You just learn how to live without them and move on to those who loves you equally if not more. I've decided to talk to others because I've realized that no matter what I do we'll never be. So recently I've been talking to this guy in Vietnam. He's friends with my cousin and his girl. I saw him at their friend's birthday event. When I saw him I thought he was very cute and probably has a girlfriend already. When we went to karaoke, I went to the restroom with my little cousin but it was full so we decided to go back to the room. Someone then taps me on the shoulder so I looked. It was him. He told me to use the restroom upstairs but he was giving me his sweetest smile. He is extremely cute and has dimples. I'm such a sucker for dimples!  When my cousin's girl took me home that night I told her that her friend is really cute. So later on when we went to Nha Trang for fun she texted him and asked him if he has anyone. She told him she wanted to hook him up with me. He asked her who I was and what if he wants to but I don't like him. She told him that just believe in her and come to her birthday event to celebrate and to see me. Somehow he found me on FB and started talking to me. We talked on and on through text and FB. Then he asked if he could take me to the party. So I told him yes. When I heard he was on his way to pick me up that day, butterflies in my stomach nearly killed me. I made it though. He kept looking at me all night but didn't talk much. He was super shy. At karaoke, girls and boys splitted up to sit. I was in one corner and he another. Everyone made us take pictures together. I was so damn shy. But they took pictures anyway. It turned out really cute. He was really cute. Then we were back to separation. When he saw that I was fanning myself because it was so hot he texted me.he even wrote in English at times. He said I was very cute. When I started singing in Vietnamese he was shocked. He texted me and told me I sang very well. Funny he thought I didn't know how to speak or read/write in viet but I do. He thought I came to America as a kid but I was born there. He told me I made him very surprised one time after another. The next day he asked to take me out to have fun but it rained. So we drank at the coffee shop next door to my hotel. He was talking a lot this time but suddenly I became shy. I usually talk normally but this time I was so shy I covered my face. He found that to be cute. We'd sit and talk and have awkward silence and will all of a sudden look at each other and smile. We went to buy icecream for my little cousin later. He's quite chilvarous. He paid for it even though neither me or him ate it. He's a really sweet guy. At first I didn't plan on telling him that I was getting eyelids surgery but I didn't want him to think I keep rejecting him. He didn't say much and just smiled, when he came home that night he talked to me til 2 AM because I was afraid of the surgery later that day. He's such a good guy. He knows how to cook, clean, and plus he eats vegetarian food every year for a month to repay his parents. Its a buddhist thing. I do it too but I won't start til I'm back in the states. Its hard to find a guy who's nice and loves his parents that much to give up meat for a month. Everyone tells me he's a very good guy and he's super nice. I can see it though. He loves simplicity and the little things in life. He loves helping others too. He's never said one negative thing to me. He's very optimistic about eveything. My cousins think I've fallen for him but I haven't yet. I just like him a lot. I wonder where this will go? Knowing him for this past week has changed me. He makes me want to think positive and happy thoughts. I can't stop smiling when I think about him..:)