not ready for goodbyes..

My dad's condition got worse. He wasn't responsive at all and the not much they can do for him. The doctor told my sister to prepare along with everyone else because he might not make it. I'm not ready though and I don't think I'll ever be ready. I went in to visit him last night and he finally opened his eyes. He's trying and we all can see it. He's been so strong. He's done so much for this family and seeing him in a hospital bed nonresponsive with bruises everywhere is so heartbreaking..I know he's fighting and no matter what we'll be there with him every step of the way. I don't want to say goodbye..I'm not ready to let my daddy go. They say miracles happen everyday. Please let there be one for my dad, please.. My sisters are all mentally and physically exhausted. My little sister had a breakdown and called her boyfriend over for comfort. Soon after I broke down too. My dogs were there to see me cry. They know. What's sad is they were crying too. I saw tears in their eyes. They kept waiting for my mom and dad to come home. They would wait in the living room. The house seems so empty, it seems hollowed out. I miss my parents being home. Please pray for my dad's well being. I love him and I just want to see him get better...:*(