I don't want to let you go..

I'm in the hospital with my family right now. We are sharing memories of dad. He's extremely weak and could go any moment now. It hurts so much seeing him in pain like this. We told him that we are all grown now and can take care of ourselves so he don't have to worry. We don't want him to leave with any worries or regrets. A monk came and we all prayed for dad to go to heaven with Buddha. It's so depressing. I'm not ready to say goodbye..I don't want to say goodbye dad..Grandma said we can't hold his hands or call for him anymore and we can't cry because it'll make it hard for him to go peacefully, I love you dad..I  wish you didn't have to go...:(