Facing the world..

It's been a bit since I've written on here. Truth is, I've been busy facing reality and ignoring my inner thoughts. I've been trying to keep myself as busy as possible to avoid everything that's been going on with me mentally and emotionally. My dad has been feeling better and eating better lately so I am very happy for him. As for the guy that I've been crazy about, still crazy about him but he's not really coming back my way anymore. Everything with school is going fine. Work..well I quit my old work place. Now I'm working at a place near home. My parents are about to buy the shop I'm working at right now. I don't know why I feel so down even when things are starting to fall into place....I miss him..=(