Disappointed..='(

I'm really disappointed in the fact that he never called or text me back. Earlier I saw that he was on Facebook so I messaged him saying "hi" but he ignored me and switched to mobile. So I worked up some nerves and sent him one final text. I told him that I feel like a bother to him than a friend. He said he wanted to be nothing more than a friend and I respected that but I feel more like strangers with memories. I told him he's a guy so it's probably easy for him to forget things but for me it's just so difficult. Then I said maybe we shouldn't be anything..not even friends because it's so difficult being friends with someone you fell for and when they act like you don't even exist. I told him I was sorry for being such a bother to his life and bye. I don't want to be hurt like this. I've held on because I love him but he doesn't even care about me. Not even one bit. It's hurts so damn much that I can feel and hear the sound of the pain my heart. Sometimes I wonder why we did we do everything, say everything, and just fall apart like this. Why did he have to talk to me and come into my life and became more than just a stranger to me? Now we're nothing but strangers with memories and it's hard when I'm the only one that actually still have those memories. I miss him so much but he keeps breaking my heart. Every day gets harder and harder for me. He wanted to be friends but he treats me less than that. Friends don't hurt each other like that or avoid each other. How come all guys want to do is mess with my heart, break it, and walk away? I'm getting weaker in this area and I don't think I want my heart to heal because he'll just break it again. These flashbacks won't go away and everytime I see theme the images just gets clearer. It makes it even harder to forget we actually had memories, good times, and we shared something special between us. I can't type anymore..my tears won't stop flowing..='(