Speechless..

I feel like crap. We didn't talk yesterday or the day before that? All I got was a "HEY"
text and that was it. I texted him and told him maybe he's just too busy so from now on I'll leave him alone. I told him to have a nice life. This isn't what I expected. How can he make me feel this down when we're not even together. He needs to make his mind up because I don't like this on/off game. If he's over me then he needs to let me know not play the disappearing game. Why do guys like to dip out on me like that? I'm confused and sad. It feels like we've taken 5 steps back when we barely took any forward..I'm speechless and hopeless. Maybe tomorrow would be a better day.