Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Falling more and more..

For Labor day weekend he came to Atlanta with his family to hang out. I was so excited to know that he was coming on Saturday night. I was thinking about hanging out with him that night but he came around 3 a.m. because he was stuck in traffic for an hour or so. I called a friend up to go to Sweet Hut to chill while I waited for him before that. He brought two friends with him and we sat there until 2 a.m. Then we decided to go eat at Pho 24 and ended up staying there talking and joking around until 5. I couldn't fall asleep until 6 and had to wake up at 9 to go to the temple the next day.
          I tried texting and calling him but he didn't reply so I decided to go to the mall and shop for a bit. Then my sister told me she was going to go get a massage so I joined her. Right when the girl was about to start on me he decided to call me. I told him where I was and asked him to come join. He said he was going to come and bring two more people along. So after the massage the guys wanted to go eat so I joined them and my sister went home. After eating, I went home and got Bento and he called me and told me to go to the festival at the church. So I rushed home to give my little sister her drink and went straight to the church. Parking was crazy. There was nowhere to park so I had to park far far away and walk to the church. When I got there we walked to where his family was and they decided to go back to his brother's house. I was so tired from walking there and I had to walk all the way back. A great amount of exercise. 
         I drove to his brother's house and there was only his uncle there with all the little kids. Later  a whole bunch of people came home. I was so nervous at first because I really like him and I don't want to make a bad impression on his family. They seemed very nice though. His nephew is so adorable! We played thirteen and then they started to karaoke. I met his mom and dad! I feel like we're a couple but then we're not. :( I don't know what we are exactly...friends? I met all of his primary family and his uncles, aunties, cousins, and co-workers. I felt like he was bringing me home as his girlfriend but at the same time it didn't feel like that. I know he didn't want his people to dislike or have a bad impression on me. He told me to greet his mom and I told him I already did. It was like he was scared she'd think I'm mannerless or rude. 
         It was midnight and he was getting sleepy so I was getting ready to leave. I told him I had to say bye to his parents first though. So he called for his mom and I told her I was leaving. I think she likes me..=) She said goodbye to me and told me to drive safely home. He walked me out and when I got inside my car, he stood at the door on my side. I hugged him tight. I told him I missed him so much and he hugged me back and said he missed me too. Then he kissed me. It's so funny because inside the house and when he took me outside the house we kept staring each other down like we wanted to go at each other. I wanted to kiss him so bad but I don't know if he did so I held back. When I got home I texted him and thanked him for inviting me over. I had lots of fun and told him his family is fun. We wished each other goodnight after that. 
         The next day I woke up and texted him a good morning text. He replied and told me he was eating Pho Dai Loi. Then he asked if I wanted to meet at Bento later. I told him it was closed on Mondays. So he told me to go to Cafe Khang. So I took a bit getting there because I couldn't decide on what to wear and I just got out of the shower we he told me to go out there. He started calling me and we started screaming on the phone. Nothing serious though. In fact, it was really funny because I hung up on him and he called back and asked why I did that. When I got there, him and his co-worker was drinking coffee and smoking. Later his little cousin came and joined us. Sometimes he leaves me there with his people and it is just mad awkward. He did that at his brother's house and his uncle made him come downstairs because he could sense my nervousness and awkwardness. =P When he came back he smoked again. I wish he'd stop smoking because I don't want him to end up like my dad. Anyways, he told me he booked his ticket to go to California next month. He asked me if I wanted to come but of course I can't because my sister is giving birth next month and I have to go to school! Then he said he don't really want to go but it's his friend's birthday and since they were from Cali, they wanted to go back to celebrate. I told him he was so lying when he said he didn't really want to go back because we had a convo about going to Cali together. =PAfter coffee, we waited forever for his family to finish grocery shopping. We walked around the market, outside of it, went to Viet Tofu, and just everywhere literally. There was a time when he joked around and accidentally called me a "bitch" and I pretended to be pissed off. I maintain a serious face and he totally bought it. I walked away from him and back to where his family was. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my cheek. He asked me if that was better. So sweet! I was like "nope"! He's so cute! His co-worker asked me am I going back to Savannah with them. I wanted to say yes so bad but I can't go because I have school! =(
          Then we went back to the market for the hundredth time. His co-worker's brother said something to him while we were in line to pay. He told him to take his "girlfriend" somewhere else private to say goodbye. He was referring to me as his girlfriend. We both looked at each other and laughed. I think he was embarrassed or shy. So cute! What was weird was he never corrected him. He didn't tell him that I'm not his girlfriend instead he blushed. =) After that I walked with him to his car because they were ready to head back to Savannah. He asked me where I parked and I told him near the center of the market. He asked me why I followed him if I parked all the way over there. I told him to say goodbye but I guess nevermind now. So I was like goodbye and pretended to walk towards my car. He was like calling for me to come back and that he was just playing. So I came back and sat in the car so he could pull up and pick up the rest of the people who was riding back home with him. While they were loading stuff in his trunk we said our goodbyes. I was expecting a kiss or a hug or a something but he just said bye and that he'd text me and call me when he gets back home. So I said ok and closed the door and started walking. When I got home I texted him and said I missed him already and called him a stranger with a no affection goodbye. xP
          I went home and later I started working on my 3D project. He called me and told me he was back at home now. Then I asked him if he received my text and he said he did. He was like "I smiled at you, isn't that enough affection?" haha! Hilarious! I was like that's not affection, that's being friendly. So he said that next time he'll pinch my cheeks because that's how he shows affection. >.< So I told him then I'll poke his dimples because that's how I show affection too. We talked for a bit and he told me he was going to call me back but he still haven't.
          He got high before he called me so I'm guessing he's already sleeping now. He better call or text me tomorrow though or it's going down! I love this feeling he makes me feel. I feel like I'm falling for him more and more everyday. I miss him like crazy all the time. I can't help myself though. He's constantly on my mind even when I'm at school or work. I think I'm about cross the "really really like" line and step right on the "love" line. I really hope he'll fall for me too because it'll suck being the only one in love. For now, I know he really really likes me. What happens if he still wants to just be friends even after everything? Oh my, that would be so bad..I have to keep my cool and wait for what's to come. It's getting late right now, time for sleep!

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