Slowly falling but not quite yet..

Last Saturday, I finally met him in person and we hung out for a bit. It was pretty late so we decided to go to the park. We talked for a bit in the car and then we went out for a walk. He grabbed my hand and walked with me along the tracks of the park. I had butterflies in my tummy the whole time. I was so nervous to meet him and I was a bit shy at first. He took my hand and kissed it while we were walking and then the he kissed my cheeks. Usually it takes a bit for me to get to know someone and let them touch me but he was different. For that night I felt like I've known him and didn't feel weird with him. He's really sweet to me and I've never felt like this before. He made me feel like I was in high school again. That was probably my first date date ever. I've never walked with a guy under the moonlight ever and I'm kind of glad it was with him. After the park, he drove himself home in my car because I suck at directions and my vision's bad at night. When we got to his brother's house, he kissed me. It wasn't like making out but more like a goodbye kiss. It kind of took me by surprise because I didn't realize how fast we took things. He got out of the car and I went to the driver's side and hugged him before he went in the house. Somehow in between all that we kissed again. It's strange to me how comfortable my body reaction was to his touch.
        After that day, I feel a little different. All I could think about is him and it makes me smile every time. The next day I dropped his brother's house key off for him because he dropped it in my car. I drove to his cousin's house to give it to him because he was at her wedding. He took his parents back to his brother's house and I texted him. I asked him if he wanted to get bubble tea with me since he owed me and he agreed. So I went to pick him up and we drove to Bento. We held hands the whole time going to into Bento. We talked for an hour or so and he had to go back to prepare for the reception. After dropping him off, I got a text from him right when I got home. He told me that he really likes me but he thinks that he took it way too fast with me and he was hoping we could just be friends for now and not let infatuation get the best of us. He was afraid I'd be mad at him but I wasn't at all. I even felt like we took it a bit too fast. We did all of that and we only just met. So I told him that I'm okay with taking it slow because I want to understand and get to know him better too. I don't want another heartbreak, I'm looking for romance. After that day, he went back to Savannah and we just texted and talked to each other.
         Last night was kind of fun. He called me and talked to me for hours. He was faded from chugging wine. He's my mister silly alright! His friends came by to pick up something and they each took turns talking to me. They asked me to come down to Savannah and hang out with them. I told them I will when HE comes to get me. They yelled out to him to hurry and go get me. Silly boys! After they went home we talked for a bit more and wished me goodnight and I went to bed. I love how he always either text or call me in the morning just to say good morning to me. He's absolutely the sweetest guy I've ever met or have been wanting to meet. Oh one more thing he said to me that I forgot to mention. He told me not to fall in love so soon. He wants us to get to know each other and not let love blind us from understanding who we really are. Very sweet of him. I love how he thinks ahead and not try to rush into things now that he's thought it through. I don't know though. I feel like I'm slowly falling for this guy but not quite yet. I just want to know him a bit more. I enjoy talking and texting him though.
          I'm heading to New York next Wednesday. I'm super excited that I'm going to a whole new state I've never been but even more excited because I get to be with him for a whole week. :) This feeling of joy and warmth he gives my heart is what I've been looking for in every guy I've dated but nobody has ever given it to me. At least not in this way like how I want it. he's going to be here next Tuesday before the departure date. I can't wait to see him again. My heart has been missing him dearly and I wonder if he misses me too. Maybe after New York we'll get an idea of each other's personality and traits but as fas as we know it we have very similar personality, traits, and thoughts. They always say opposites attract but I believe thats only temporarily. In the end you'd find yourself too different from one another in almost everything and it just keep on falling apart there after.